Thursday, October 8, 2009

Dreams catch me as i fall

Currently listening to: Try - Asher Brook

Heyyyy this is Jess =)
"If i walk would you run
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me
If i ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While your running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe I'm not ready
But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough
If i sing you a song would you sing along
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful
Am i catching up to you
While your running away, to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe i'm not ready"

I found some really nice lyrics thought that maybe i should share with you =)

My dad left today
Though i don't know what time
i could feel it in my heart
like a knife cutting something away, ripping it out
it hurt, i felt it
but the truth is i don't love my dad
i'm constantly angry at him, for being him and doing what he did
but then i become angry at myself for being angry at him
i know, complicated much?

He lied to me this time
he didn't dare tell me
to disappoint me again
that he had chosen his job and his position over me
that he rather stay in China
making lots of money instead of staying with me
his visa to be a permanent resident in Australia expired
he gave up a chance to be with me whenever up
i give up on him too.

They say you shouldn't be afraid to dream
but my dreams just might destroy us
xxxx


=]Jess


1 comment:

  1. He can always reapply...And I thought you get a permanent one if you're married to an Aus citizen?

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