Currently listening to: She Was Mine by Jesse Barrera and AJ Rafael
Heya, Jess here
haven't really written for a long while now
tomorrow I'll be heading off to China, normally a rush of excitement fills me during this time. however not this year, this year, i feel
nothing
So yeah, i don't know what to write anymore, it's like I've lost the strength to be able to simple things in life these days. Just keeping my eyes open seem like a hard task.
I guess i have become way more suicidal now than i was in the past, but I'm sure ill survive since I'm alive this day, it means that i was able to conquer my urges to suicide
