If you dare, propose to me in Hawaii =)

Currently listening to: Bulletproof - La Roux


Heya, i was going to apologize for not posting fro a long time then i realise nobody pretty much reads this so yeah no point hey?
So anything new?
not really
anything old?
yeah, i was sitting in Lance Cove like i do and i walk pass a couple (i think they were), then i thought wow, teenagers really love to snogg.
Then guess what the boy was Jack Howard
If you don't know who he is, and i didn't expect you too, he was my primary school crush
i don't like him now
but wow seeing him after 3 years...................man has he changed???

So i really don't want to say this but i have boy troubles
what do you call a person who still likes a person after knowing they already have a gf and will not like you?
Jessica Jin =)
so i can't let him go. Sometimes i think maybe he will realise I'm here and stop telling me about all the girls he likes, and ask me how to help him get them. Whats even worse is that i do help him get them.
I'm really a sad child
Maybe there's help out there for me?
NAH!!
=)

So daddy and Grandma came making me slightly happier
also to add i think I've found a new friend i can trust if he lets me =)
PONYO!!!
xxxx


=]Jess

New Seasons bring with them new faces

Currently listening to: Sexy in here - Ne-Yo

Harro, this is Jess
So I've become really obsessed with a thing called colour splash
this is when a picture is in black and white apart from one thing or more than one that's like the focus point
they look really cool =)

=)))))

Anyways i got a really bad maths result so i was like really pissed
but then i talked to my friend and she made me feel better
then i went home and became depressed again
then i felt happy because my mum fed me
then i went on the computer and remembered my maths mark and became depressed again =)
i have such a great life =)

So i was face with a big decision today
My English teacher wants us to enter the creative writing comp
but i suck at creative writing
i really mean it
so i was like, ummmm okayyyy ill try my best
the topic was
inspiration
the problem is, i have none
i spent the whole lesson looking up random stuff
listening to Korean music
writing a piece on year 12 students
deleting that
restarting to write some random stuff on bitches
then deleted that
so pretty much, i ended up with a blank piece of paper
very helpful huh??
so i waited the whole lesson for the inspiration to hit me
but it didn't
sigh
didn't have a very good day =(
xxxx


=]Jess

Time and time again i fail

Currently listening to : Hide and seek - Imogen Heap

Hey there cyber world.
Currently my house is a whole of darkness and silence
it use to be a ball of fun and loudness
let me tell you what happened
My auntie and her two kids moved away
Yay
But
Nay
cause our house is so silent it's creepy

Hmmm what is there to talk about
well I've been inspired to drop Japanese next year and pick up Textiles because i really want to make clothing and things like that
since I'm doing crap in Jap there's no point in wasting a subject like that so yeah
But I'm determined to work really hard because i really want to do well in my year 12 works

On a sad note
Park Ja Beom
Leader of 2pm has officially left JYP entertainment and returned but to Seattle
Why?
Because of a stupid thing of the past
Jay's past comments on Myspace stating he hated Korean
made antis go made and forced him to leave JYP
if i could say one thing to the antis it would be
FUCK OFFF
i really love Jay and i believe dearly that he will come back =)


i miss you <3

anyways
nothing else really
if u haven't realised i haven't been posting as much
that's because my life really isn't that interesting
i only post when my life becomes interesting =)
ciao ciao
xxxx


=]Jess

216 <3

Currently listening to: Leaving tonight - NeYo ft Jennifer Hudson

Hi, It's been a while
so I'm not as creative, not as interesting, not as cool and funky as the other bloggers out there
so reading my blog could cause serious boredom to your whole body and soul
but if your ready for it, read on =]

i realised the last time i wrote was back in July, long time, long time
So lets start with something interesting
on 14th August i officially turned 15, yep old but true
i don't know why but i starting to fear getting older and closer to year 12
i hope i can do well, I'm so worried that i wont
So i was on facebook and my Friend posted this
when doing a test think of the worst possible outcome, because the outcome you get will be so much better than that, i totally agree with that =]

So I've semi decided what i want to do in the future
I want to be a Zoo Vet working at Taroonga Zoo =]
I'm pretty sure this could change anytime because well the future is pretty far from now =]

bye bye for now
nothing else to say it there ?
xxxx


Jess =]