So this isn't exactly a finish this one sort of thing but rather just something i want to get off my chest. I'm not a nice person, i have faults, i make mistakes and most of the time I'm a bitch. I apologise for this and many of you who are my friend know that even though I'm not the nicest of person I'm still a good friend, I'm there for you, we make jokes together and we laugh together. However i don't understand how you think that everything i do was especially targeted for you, to destroy you, to hurt you. You know what you think that me losing you was a huge mistake, well that's bullshit cause look at me, i don't give a damn that we aren't friend, i don't care that we aren't tight and most importantly if you would look at yourself in the mirror and see what you have become then you'll know that your worse, you're turning into a monster, your pulling other people down too. All those 'friends' of your will leave you but you'll never know how to regain them because you would have already locked yourself in a box filled with anger, insecurities and tears. Stop already, you think that this makes you a better person it really doesn't. Well this is it, we aren't friends, you can post shit about me on the Internet, i don't care, I'll carrying on in my life and u can carry on being not yourself.
Thank you though for still have been my friend
xxxx
farewell
