Sunday, July 26, 2009

Happy moments are truly priceless

Currently listening to: One more time - Daft Punk

Hiya, Jess here,
i havent really written in here for a while now because well its the holidays and I'm 'relaxing' or trying to.

So here's run down of my holiday
week 1 - sat home did nothing
week 2 - went skiing !!!
week 3 - semi worked and semi did nothing
movies seen - Harry Potter, the proposal, transformers (best movie ever) and i think that's it =]

not very interesting huh
school starts tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to it =[ but yeah it's my duty as a teenager to attend school (says mum)

nothing to write about
so I'll go
bye
xxxxx


=]Jess

Friday, July 10, 2009

....

He didn't come

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Timeless, truly timeless =]

currently listening to: 거짓말이야-space cowboy

Hello, Jess here
tomorrow is the last youf of the term, if i see him, I'll continue to like him, but if he doesn't turn up, i could give up AKA be really hurt.
At this age when your heart broken there's not much things you could do. You can't drink or pick a fight like they do in movies but you can cry, with all honesty and truth you can cry out your pain your sorrow. Sometimes that is the easiest way to forget that painful memory.

Over time I've learned to be alone and to be use to pain so i no longer cry out when I'm in pain-sad =(

So anyways nothing has happened, i went and saw the proposal and man is Ryan Reynolds hot or what? Seriously he is one cutie, too bad he's like married to stupid Scarlett Johansson. Also he is kinda 33 years old but hell I'll date him any day =P
Ryan Renolds Pictures, Images and Photos Hot right?

I've totally realised how big of a hottie Taemin from Shinee has become like seriously he is one charming boy with his piano, dancing, singing skills he is one to look out for (when I'm in Korea) lol
taemin Pictures, Images and Photos
But he should really gain some weight =]

Nest Wednesday I'm heading down to the snow, wish me good luck and pray that i don't do anything too embarrassing and there will be lots of hot boys =P
I'm so desperate
xxxx
=]Jess

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Fate.Luck.Wish

Currently listening to: Fallin for you - Colbie Caillat

Hey hey, Jess here
i realise after not having this link on my MSN, I've forgotten that i have a a blog
Holidays have arrived and well i have nothing to do. I'm currently job hunting so if anyone knows a place which needs people to work there then contact me =]
So mum says that if i don't touch the piano again i will have to sell it, the truth is i don't like playing the piano for grades but for fun, i love it. The problem is i don't know what to play, i don't want to play classical Mozart or something like that, i want something fun and happy to play. I find one of these songs once in a while but the trouble is i never finish it. Cause they are always a love song, i don't have that emotion to finish the piece, I don't know love.

Love, yes, what is it? There is actually no definition in the world that can truly describe what love is. But everyone knows it's one of the best feelings in the world and everyone wants a piece of it. It's like the ultimate pizza that everyone likes. But we can't, love isn't found i reckon. I think you need to really fight and earn people's love, to work for it, not receive it casually cause then you will never truly understand what love is.

One tear drop per second by K.Will is a great song, i realise i really like K.Will's voice. Also Chung Lim has one of the most sexy deep voices that are to die for =]
xxxx


=]Jess

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

You will be remembered

Currently listening to: Beautiful nightmare - Beyonce

As you know something bad has happened, Micheal Jackson the King of Pop died due to a heart attack, but no matter what his song and his dance moves and everything will be remembered and treasured. Also

i have Swine flu

I've been sick with swine flu like symptoms for the last 4 days, horrible, i feel horrible. I have the worst headache+vomiting+tummy ache+fatigue. Not good

Anyways holidays are coming up in about 2 days YAY i bet everyone will be rejoicing cause this is a 3 week holiday, one of the longest apart from Christmas holidays

nothing much to say, really.
xxx


=]Jess

Friday, June 26, 2009

Tears are getting the better of me

Currently listening to: 你听得到-周杰伦

Hey, Jess here (Duh)
So i got my reports back
they were horrible, so bad that i can't even take it. I thought i should have done better and yes i am crying about it. Why is it that even though i work really hard and everything i still do really bad in my reports? Huh? am i weird or something or does the teacher just fucking hate me?

Results:
Maths A
English A
Science B
Elective history B
PDHPE C
History B
Japanese A
VA A

Yes u might be think WTH it's not bad at all, but i got a C, and i got 3 bloody B's, Dad i going to have a rage at me for that stupid C that ruins it. Whats worse is that C was for bloody PDHPE which is like what the hell cause i reckon i did really well in PDHPE but of course the teacher doesn't think so. Ergh

I'm so depressed i want to cut myself again. Why is life so unfair =[
xxx


=[Jess

Monday, June 22, 2009

Cause when i'm falling, you won't let me hit the ground

Currently listening to: SNSD - Tell me your wish (genie)

Heya, Jess here
so another boring week is approaching me and I'm not ready for it, the boringness of it all will definitely drown me and i soon will fall asleep =P
I did really well this term with my half yearly tests but i still ain't getting good class test marks, like from science i got 26/34. Like what? shit mark much? Then for maths i get a disappointing 55/65, really bad i know. I hope I'll put more effort both test and class marks.


For my special friend i hope you wake up and realise what she is doing to you before you turn into her, because if you don't she will hurt you. I know it and i can see it coming.


Well people are already starting to talk about the formal. If you haven't realised, it's one year away. I don't get it does everyone have to bring a date, can't we celebrate our formal in the way that it's a time for girls to party hard and have fun, not show off how hot their date is or even of they have a date. I personally is going to go as a single person with on partner and i am going to have fun no matter how many boys will be there and how people talk about me, this is my formal and I'm going to do whatever i want, without a date =]

For Sejung's sake, SNSD released their first single called tell me your wish (genie) the truth is that it is actually really good and i kinda like it. But the truth is that no way is it as good as Gee. Gee is just better than it, but I'm waiting fro the MV to come out, maybe the dance routine won't be such a disappointment.
xxxx



=]Jess