New Seasons bring with them new faces

Currently listening to: Sexy in here - Ne-Yo

Harro, this is Jess
So I've become really obsessed with a thing called colour splash
this is when a picture is in black and white apart from one thing or more than one that's like the focus point
they look really cool =)

=)))))

Anyways i got a really bad maths result so i was like really pissed
but then i talked to my friend and she made me feel better
then i went home and became depressed again
then i felt happy because my mum fed me
then i went on the computer and remembered my maths mark and became depressed again =)
i have such a great life =)

So i was face with a big decision today
My English teacher wants us to enter the creative writing comp
but i suck at creative writing
i really mean it
so i was like, ummmm okayyyy ill try my best
the topic was
inspiration
the problem is, i have none
i spent the whole lesson looking up random stuff
listening to Korean music
writing a piece on year 12 students
deleting that
restarting to write some random stuff on bitches
then deleted that
so pretty much, i ended up with a blank piece of paper
very helpful huh??
so i waited the whole lesson for the inspiration to hit me
but it didn't
sigh
didn't have a very good day =(
xxxx


=]Jess

Time and time again i fail

Currently listening to : Hide and seek - Imogen Heap

Hey there cyber world.
Currently my house is a whole of darkness and silence
it use to be a ball of fun and loudness
let me tell you what happened
My auntie and her two kids moved away
Yay
But
Nay
cause our house is so silent it's creepy

Hmmm what is there to talk about
well I've been inspired to drop Japanese next year and pick up Textiles because i really want to make clothing and things like that
since I'm doing crap in Jap there's no point in wasting a subject like that so yeah
But I'm determined to work really hard because i really want to do well in my year 12 works

On a sad note
Park Ja Beom
Leader of 2pm has officially left JYP entertainment and returned but to Seattle
Why?
Because of a stupid thing of the past
Jay's past comments on Myspace stating he hated Korean
made antis go made and forced him to leave JYP
if i could say one thing to the antis it would be
FUCK OFFF
i really love Jay and i believe dearly that he will come back =)


i miss you <3

anyways
nothing else really
if u haven't realised i haven't been posting as much
that's because my life really isn't that interesting
i only post when my life becomes interesting =)
ciao ciao
xxxx


=]Jess

216 <3

Currently listening to: Leaving tonight - NeYo ft Jennifer Hudson

Hi, It's been a while
so I'm not as creative, not as interesting, not as cool and funky as the other bloggers out there
so reading my blog could cause serious boredom to your whole body and soul
but if your ready for it, read on =]

i realised the last time i wrote was back in July, long time, long time
So lets start with something interesting
on 14th August i officially turned 15, yep old but true
i don't know why but i starting to fear getting older and closer to year 12
i hope i can do well, I'm so worried that i wont
So i was on facebook and my Friend posted this
when doing a test think of the worst possible outcome, because the outcome you get will be so much better than that, i totally agree with that =]

So I've semi decided what i want to do in the future
I want to be a Zoo Vet working at Taroonga Zoo =]
I'm pretty sure this could change anytime because well the future is pretty far from now =]

bye bye for now
nothing else to say it there ?
xxxx


Jess =]

Happy moments are truly priceless

Currently listening to: One more time - Daft Punk

Hiya, Jess here,
i havent really written in here for a while now because well its the holidays and I'm 'relaxing' or trying to.

So here's run down of my holiday
week 1 - sat home did nothing
week 2 - went skiing !!!
week 3 - semi worked and semi did nothing
movies seen - Harry Potter, the proposal, transformers (best movie ever) and i think that's it =]

not very interesting huh
school starts tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to it =[ but yeah it's my duty as a teenager to attend school (says mum)

nothing to write about
so I'll go
bye
xxxxx


=]Jess

....

He didn't come

Timeless, truly timeless =]

currently listening to: 거짓말이야-space cowboy

Hello, Jess here
tomorrow is the last youf of the term, if i see him, I'll continue to like him, but if he doesn't turn up, i could give up AKA be really hurt.
At this age when your heart broken there's not much things you could do. You can't drink or pick a fight like they do in movies but you can cry, with all honesty and truth you can cry out your pain your sorrow. Sometimes that is the easiest way to forget that painful memory.

Over time I've learned to be alone and to be use to pain so i no longer cry out when I'm in pain-sad =(

So anyways nothing has happened, i went and saw the proposal and man is Ryan Reynolds hot or what? Seriously he is one cutie, too bad he's like married to stupid Scarlett Johansson. Also he is kinda 33 years old but hell I'll date him any day =P
Hot right?

I've totally realised how big of a hottie Taemin from Shinee has become like seriously he is one charming boy with his piano, dancing, singing skills he is one to look out for (when I'm in Korea) lol

But he should really gain some weight =]

Nest Wednesday I'm heading down to the snow, wish me good luck and pray that i don't do anything too embarrassing and there will be lots of hot boys =P
I'm so desperate
xxxx
=]Jess

Fate.Luck.Wish

Currently listening to: Fallin for you - Colbie Caillat

Hey hey, Jess here
i realise after not having this link on my MSN, I've forgotten that i have a a blog
Holidays have arrived and well i have nothing to do. I'm currently job hunting so if anyone knows a place which needs people to work there then contact me =]
So mum says that if i don't touch the piano again i will have to sell it, the truth is i don't like playing the piano for grades but for fun, i love it. The problem is i don't know what to play, i don't want to play classical Mozart or something like that, i want something fun and happy to play. I find one of these songs once in a while but the trouble is i never finish it. Cause they are always a love song, i don't have that emotion to finish the piece, I don't know love.

Love, yes, what is it? There is actually no definition in the world that can truly describe what love is. But everyone knows it's one of the best feelings in the world and everyone wants a piece of it. It's like the ultimate pizza that everyone likes. But we can't, love isn't found i reckon. I think you need to really fight and earn people's love, to work for it, not receive it casually cause then you will never truly understand what love is.

One tear drop per second by K.Will is a great song, i realise i really like K.Will's voice. Also Chung Lim has one of the most sexy deep voices that are to die for =]
xxxx


=]Jess